Today is the last day of 2018. I reviewed incidents happened around me in 2018, I felt nothing good. Noisy and jealousy, these are the impressions about my relatives. Idiot and nonsense are my classmates.
Relatives always say that there are no any people who have obligation to make you happy. So, they keep speaking something against one another. I wonder, if they have obligation to make other people unhappy and feel annoyed? I asked them this question, they just bullied me with ridiculous answers. They barely desire other people to praise them. I need to show my admiration to them. Sorry, this is the thing I cannot do forever, they have nothing deserves me to admire. My nieces are crazy to require me to praise and respect them, or they would behave impolitely. They don't even have the basic concept of respecting elders Their mother, who is my sister, is disrespectful woman, too.
Being a kindhearted guy isn't easy in this society. Bullying kindhearted guys and scaring of villains are common practice. I shame on anyone who would carry out the above behaviours.
I hate to meet them. I often escape from the gathering with relatives, I know, they dislike me, either. Should I sacrifice my happiness to entertain them, for fulfilling their empty heart? No, I am not Jesus Christ.
I love to stay with my novel and computer programming books, they can bring me into the status of peaceful and silence.
In the afternoon today, I received a message sent by Daisy. It attached a photo. I saw Daisy in somewhere it was snowing. Every thing was covered by a thick layer of white snow. How beautiful the landscape is. Daisy was gone to Yamagata, Japan, with her family for new year vacations.
Daisy said that there is pretty cold. Yesterday, Daisy and her family went skiing. Her family enjoyed it a lot, except Daisy, she didn't.
Daisy also told me, they encountered an accident, it was electricity supply suspended for a few minutes while taking the cable chairs up to the hill. It was scary!
Daisy asked me to send her my photo, let see my new hairstyle. I regretted to tell her about my haircut. What should I do, I don't want to let her see my ugly look.
What can I do? Luckily, I found out a beanie. I remembered I wore it when I was a baby. Is it too small to fit me now? A bit! Luck again, it is elastic so that I can make it larger by pulling it hardly.
I took the above photo and compared it with Daisy's. "Are we living in different worlds?" I felt there is a long distance between Daisy and I. Is the distance going longer and longer, or I have a capacity to shorten the distance? Should I tell her, the appearance isn't important, but the inside is? It sounds like a poor guy saying, wealth isn't important, but love is. Who is willing to love you, poor guy! It's motivated if a tycoon says that.